Tired

I've gotten a little tired of posting.

I see little point in it honestly, and its just become another thing I have to stress over to do.

I think I'm going to take up journaling again; to write for myself and not for others I guess. Really, if someone wants to know how I'm doing or what I've been up to, they can just ask. Its not that hard; wether they actually want to is the question.

A surprising amount of 'events' I suppose I could call them, have occured. But I'm tired of trying to recall them weeks after they've happened. Some of these events are more recent, and I'd personally rather not think about them at all anymore.

I've had awesome moments, of course, with my favourite people thus far in my brief beginning of summer vacation. Soon I'll be working and these precious times are going to become so difficult to come by.

Oh well, make due and hope all will be good.

Glad you're doing very, very good Cream, I really am. Please don't forget things I've said to you before; the little things and slightly littler things. I think this will be my last post unfortunatly, but feel free to call.

Well, nothing else really to say!

G'night.

Time Slips

I know it's been freaking ages since I've written but I've always had something to do. A test to study for, fights with mom, or just wanting to relax and watch TV were consistent reasons.

Finally it's exam time, and soon it'll be summer. I'll be working a majority of it -- 7 weeks full time. I'm not sure how well I'll be able to handle the stress of working with kids, creating lesson plans and not seeing friends. But we'll see. I guess it's a good experience, and I shouldn't be complaining. Lots of people really want the job I have.

What else is there. I dunno. Nowadays I find I desperately just want to chill.. Watch Lost, play Pokemon, or snuggle with Gray. I always feel a lil' anxious thanks to work and school. School will be done within a matter of days though, which is a good and bad thing. I'll be seeing Gray even less than I do now once summer vacation comes. Which sucks. I know it'll be tough. Hopefully there will be a week where I'm not needed for work, and can take a break.


 I don't know what else to write, any questions?


xo